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See what hackers love to steal

Most people are shocked when they learn how easy it is for hackers to view your internet activity and access your computer when you're connected to a public wifi connection.

When you're connected to a public wifi hotspot at a cafe, on an airplane, at a hotel, or anywhere else, the way your computer is able to access the internet wirelessly is by virtually "yelling" data to the internet connection in the room. Every other computer that's around you is able to hear what your computer is "saying".... If it wants to.

Every time you login to a Facebook, send an email, or visit a website, your computer is revealing every detail, including usernames, passwords and email messages to the whole room!

A hacker with just basic software available on the internet for free can get access to your computer and all of your web surfing activity within 30 seconds of you being online in a public wifi location.

See what hackers love to steal:

This problem is an epidemic and most people don't know about it. There are over 24,000 videos on youtube showing people how to hack you over wireless internet connections and one piece software to that allows phones to hack your wifi has been downloaded over a million times!

A report in Forbes magazine found "rampant" examples of wifi hacking and spying at several major US airports. According to an NBC News article, a well funded group drove through towns, accessed people's computers over public wifi accounts and "snooped on Wi-Fi networks and recorded details of email logins, medical information, sexual preferences and even evidence of extramarital affairs."

If you don't think you're at risk you're fooling yourself. College students, freelanceers, or anyone who uses a hotel, coffee shop or public wifi network is in huge danger of being hacked!

There's an easy way to protect yourself and your privacy, but almost no one knows about it!

You can prevent hackers from seeing what you're doing online by using software that encrypts your connection. Encryption takes all your information and scrambles its - its like your computer is now yelling in a foreign language, the other computers can hear it but they can't understand it.

The Federal Government, the New York Times, and dozens of Local TV Stations all recommend encrypting your data when you're connected to a public wifeless network.

To encrypt your internet connection all you need to do is install some simple software on your computer and make sure that software is turned on whenever you're using a public wireless connection.

Encrypting your wireless connection is easy with WifiSugar. WifiSugar is simple software that you install on your computer and protects you by using encryption with a click of a button. WifiSugar uses the same technology that Fortune 500 companies and federal governments around the world use to secure their internet connections.

WifiSugar is simple to setup, works with any computer with every web browser and is compatible with your anti-virus program. If you get WifiSugar right now, you'll have complete protection for all of your devices within a few minutes because now you can download the program direct from this website!

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You can download WifiSugar over the internet right now. There's no need to search the store shelves or have to wait to receive a CD in the mail.

Installation takes 90 seconds and WifiSugar can be used on PC or MACs, iPhones, Androirds, and Blackberries and is compatible with all major browsers.

Best of all you can add WifiSugar to all your devices to make sure you're fully protected at all times

If you can check your email you can install this software!

WifiSugar works with just about any computer made after 1998 and most cell phones made afer 2006.

Just make sure your PC is running any one of these Microsoft Windows versions.

Windows XP, Vista, 7 and 8

Or your Intel-based MacBook, MacBook Pro, or MacBook Air,
is using Mac OSX 10.5 and above.

WifiSugar can be launched whenever you want from your Deskop, Start Menu, or right from the same place where you manage your WIFI connections.

You can confidently connect on the go, knowing your user names, passwords, and online activities are protected from hackers and eavesdroppers.

There's no need to go hunting all over your computer to run the program. Simply connect to the wifi connection, then turn on WifiSugar. Its that easy. When you disconnect from that wifi connection, WifiSugar turns off automatically.

We also have easy instructions on how to use it with your Mac, iPad, or mobile phone. Wifi Sugar, is fast, easy and reliable, so you know you can depend on it to keep you safe.


WifiSugar Is Important For Everyone:

WifiSugar should be used by anyone who uses their laptop or phone outside of their own home. Millions of people are victims of identity theft every year, people who work online are much more likely to be victims, don't become a statistic. Wireless security is a must have for all types of people.

Students. These days nearly every college student has a laptop and they use it everywhere they go. Dorms, libraries, classrooms, and coffee shops are all places where hackers can attempt to access your laptop. Keep your web browsing and personal files safe.

Hotel Travelers. People who stay in hotels are especially at risk for WIFI hacking. Criminals love hotels because they can spy on anyone's internet activity anywhere in the building and remaining anonymous. Don't let your vacation be ruined by cyber thieves.

Freelancers and remote workers. Every email you send from a coffee shop can be read by WIFI hackers. The financial and reputational damage that could be caused if your client or employers information was lost to criminals could be huge. If your work is important to you, so should be your security.

Business Travelers. A growing number US airports have had WIFI hacking attacks happen in the last few years. Additionally in-flight WIIF is an especially attractive target for hackers because so many people traveling on airplanes are performing business correspondence. Don't become a victim at 35,000 feet.

Anyone who uses a public WIFI connection and cares about their privacy. There's a reason that the Federal Government, major news outlets, and local TV stations all recommend using the type encryption software offered by WifiSugar..

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Q: How does it work?
A: You don't need any additional software or hardware or use our service. The program automatically configures your Windows or MAC operating system. It creates a new network interface so that you can connect to our servers which perform the encryption process.

Q: Will using WifiSugar slow down my internet connection?
A: Internet connection speeds very based upon location, computer hardware, your ISP's support of protocols and systems but most of our customers never experience a noticeable slow down in their internet connection.

Q: How often can I use this program?
A: You can use WifiSugar whenever you want. We do have usage limits just like a cell phone plan. Everyone is allowed transfer up to 20GB a month, that's enough that you can endlessly surf the internet and watch videos and movies online. 98% of our users don't hit their monthly limit, we just impose it so that people don't use our software for illicit activities.

Q: Do you monitor or view the websites I visit?
A: No we don't keep any logs of our users except for how long you've spent using the software, your connection IP, and how much data you have used. Our service is completely anonymous. We're a privacy company, so we want to keep you safe!

Q: Am I able to use this service anywhere?
A: Yes you can use this service from any location and any country. Plus when you connect to WifiSugar from outside of the United States you will sill be able to access US Only websites like Netflix and Hulu which you couldn't do without this software.

This is the software your friends would tell you about if they new it existed! Within just a few minutes from now you can be protected. Get a full year of protection for just $97.

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Dear Friend,

I know what you're feeling right now.

Hopelessly stressed. Pulled in every direction.
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I was born, raised and lived most of my life in New York City, stress capital of the world. (Where, if you stop to tie your shoelace you could easily get trampled!)

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Sound familiar? What I'm getting at is this:

If I could get my life under control...that is, rid it of the relentless and debilitating stress, anxiety and clutter.... and pare down my excessive activities, commitments and involvements so I could start enjoying life to the fullest... and let it proceed at a calm, composed, rational pace... without the constant rushing, pressure and insanity... you can, too. Yes, you can! In fact, I guarantee it.

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But tomorrow, expect to jump right back into the same crazed, frazzled existence you suffered through today.

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You like to entertain, but get so stressed out over all the work, cost and the fear your guests will have a lousy time, it becomes a nightmare.

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 How to overcome an addiction to work.

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 Smart ways to dress for less stress.

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 Foolproof method for conquering indecisiveness.

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 This makes every dinner a mini vacation.

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 Foods that make it worse.

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 When and why you don't have to reciprocate.

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 When it's best to hire a pro.

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 A must-avoid mistake in legal dealings.

 Stress less by listening to yourself.

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 This activity is a debilitating stress fest.

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 The danger of being too organized.

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 Ingenious way to select from many choices.

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 Whom you should NOT confide in.

 How to get great sleep nightly, naturally.

 How to stop micro-managing & start delegating.

 Being focused, but not fixated. Big difference.

 The only way to schedule events to avoid stress.

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 Eliminating the stress of, yes, euphoria.

 Great remedy for a really rough day. Try this!

 Why you'll never be self-conscious again.

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 The perfect rule for work vs. play. Can't miss!

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 What NOT to do on your vacation.

 How to stop the constant beating up on yourself.

 When to turn off the music.

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 Where to escape to nearby when totally frazzled.

 Getting rid of stuff. The sure, easy way.

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 Making big projects small potatoes.

 Getting people to show up on time. This works.

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 Take this perspective...and stress vanishes!

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 How to stop being so thin-skinned.

 A lasing cure for chronic impatience.

 Not letting others run, and ruin, your life.

Plus hundreds and hundreds more!

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Motivation Issues
So I've been having a real problem with motivation lately. I have all these ideas for novels whirling around in my head, and several that are already started, but I've barely put any words down in months. I'm not sure why. I'll get determined--today I'm going to do this--and then just won't. The one time I tried, last weekend, the result was, well, disappointing, to say the least. I got about 1800 words out and they were pretty much garbage. Not remotely provocative or exciting. Could be that I'm out of practice, or it could be that I've just not found the perfect way to start this one yet. Only way to be sure is to soldier on, I guess. Hell, my last one went through four or five different beginnings before I got it right, so...

But anyway, I'm not sure what's going on. The life situation, nominally, has improved. My new job is worlds better than my old one, even if it is a ton of stress. I'm thinking that's part of the issue--this is a different kind of stress than I'm used to, and I need to find some way to manage it. I've never had a job before where I can't take a day off without feeling the need to check my e-mail to make sure there are no emergencies or disasters or fires to put out. It kind of weighs on me at times. It's hard to recharge the old batteries when you have to think about work even when you're not there. But I'm still relatively new to this job--only been here for 8 months and they say it can take up to 2 years or so just to get a handle on the position. So maybe after awhile I'll find a good place of balance. I hope so.

Yesterday I was really down and really emotional for no apparent reason. Not sure what was up with that. I just dealt with it by kind of withdrawing into myself and riding it out. There's still a bit of it lingering today. Hoping it diminishes instead of getting worse. 

Tonight after work I need to clean the house--it's gotten almost to the state where I'm afraid I'm going to see us on the evening news as having "deplorable living conditions." Julie's working late as she usually does on Wednesdays, so it'll be a good time to get things done. I am vowing right now that the television will not go on, unless it's to tune to a music channel or put on a music/concert disc for background music while I clean. Then I need to settle down, look through my various writing projects, pick one, and finish it. My publisher is going to open up for new submissions this summer, he thinks, and I need to have at least two books ready to send to him. One is done and waiting. I can finish one more, I think.

I'm losing weight--it's actually starting to be visible. That's a great thing. Mostly I'm just being more aware of my portion sizes, and have been getting more exercise just by virtue of how my commute works, now. I'm getting in at least a good half hour of walking every day, and working in hills and stairs to that. It's helped a lot. I feel a bit lighter, though I haven't yet got to the point where I can run without feeling a bit of..."bounce." That's the goal. That and dropping at least 2 inches off my waist. I think I'm down about an inch, but don't quote me on that. I don't keep a scale in the house because I would obsess about it. I know I'm starting--just starting--to be able to see my jawline in the mirror again, which is great.

Anyway, yeah, I've got a problem with motivation and drive. I have ambition, but my drive has once more gone far south. I'm not sure how to get it back. But one thing is certain--I need to figure it out fast.

Okay, rambling over. Thanks for listening, whoever you may be.
 
 
   
 

Oh the hostility!

Well, at least negative energy anyway. As soon as I walked in to work today, I noticed a hateful aura. Apparently my manager's bad mood rubbed off on two of my co-workers and I'm just sitting here holding my breath, hoping I don't inhale the polution they are creating. It is really taking a toll on my well-being and I am losing my positive vibes that I need for my 5k today. This is the first post-partum race I have committed to and I plan on running it with my five month old baby boy. Wish me luck, that I make it through work without catching their disease and that I do well on my run.

 

XOXO

 
 
 

   
Rashes and websites and stir fry... oh my!
So! The good news (at least I feel it's good news)... I told the girl in charge of this website project that I would be taking care of my own colors and fonts for the third one. Yay!!! And it's not half bad so far. I'm still working the kinks out of the back end, and trying to find images from before 1923 is proving to be quite a trial...


Looking forward to going home and seeing Anthony! We're going to make sitr-fry for dinner tonight, got a lot of ingredients to get rid of.

Also, I'm planning on taking a nice, long shower.... The doc said that the best thing for my eczema would be to soak my body, then seal in the moisture with unscented creams and lotions... I can definitely manage that.

I went to try and get my prescriptions filled today for my STERRRRROIDDDDDSSS but the pharmacy was closed. Gonna be hard to take pills if I can't even get them in the first place... I'll try again tomorrow.
 
 
   
 

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