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What to do..?
Im sick. Ugh.

Been feeling horrible all day.

Now, Im pretty sure I can get a doctor's note for class tomorrow, but I am SUPPOSED to work at school tomorrow morning which would not be fun at all when Im feeling this bad. So maybe dont go? But the problem is I am way behind on my required hours, and I need to get in as many hours as possible.

AND I emailed the lady Im working with and told her I was coming in tomorrow. So Im pretty sure she would not be happy if I wrote her again to say Im not coming. She doesnt like me. Orrrr I guess I should say she doesnt think I am committed. Which is partially true. Its not that I dont enjoy the work or anything.. but I have my classes and my REAL job (the one that pays my bills). And when it comes down to it that stuff comes first. She pretty much already hates me, so do I cancel and let her keep hating me? Or go in sick and be miserable? Thoughts?
 
 
   
 

Movin' On Up
Hey guys.

I've been a really bad student this week. I vowed at the beginning of this week that I would go to all of my classes since I missed all of last week being sick.  Yeah well, it just didn't happen that way for me.  I went to all of my classes on Monday and Tuesday, but then I skipped Spanish on both Wednesday and Friday, and I skipped sexualities on Thursday. I didn't even go to campus today.  I slept through Spanish, then Michael and I got up to go to stats, but realized that we were just getting our tests back today. I really don't even want to know what I got, a bad grade would've just ruined my weekend. 

I don't know what it is this semester, I just can't get my ass to class. Of course I always complete all of my big assignments and do them well, but I hate having my time wasted in classes.  I think my get up and go got up and went.

I think I already mentioned this, but Michael and I are moving into a new apartment complex at the end of this month.  This week we've been looking at apartments and trying to decide where we're headed. Today we finally decided, and I'm pretty happy with the decision.  Our new apartment is the same size as the one we're currently living in, but rent is $60 less a month. On top of that the stove and heating are both gas, and the complex pays for all gas.  We're also super excited because there's actual central air instead of the stupid evaporative cooler we have at our current place.  The icing on the cake is that they pay for basic cable, which we have now, but are paying $45 a month for. Basically we're about to be saving ourselves a lot of money :)

The only problem is we only got one application and then realized we needed two, so we have to wait until Monday to put in our applications and deposit.  We're gunna rush over there Monday morning to make sure we get the apartment- it's the only one bedroom left on the complex, and we want it.  I'm not too worried though, I think we made a good impression on the manager and he knows we want it.  I'm really glad to be getting out of our current place.  We were totally unfamiliar with Las Cruces and inexperienced at apartment living when we moved here, but we really knew what to look for this time.  I think it's going to be a much better fit for us. I'm still not looking forward to the actual moving part of moving, but I'm more at ease now that we've picked a place.

I have more to write, but it's so unrelated I think I'm going to make it a second post.  I freaking love blogging, I don't know why I ever quit.  It's good to be back :)
 
 
 

   
Decisions and reasons.
My thoughts have been overwhelming me these days. And I finally was able to talk out loud, with someone whose opinion I value very much. And even though she didnt tell me what to do or what decision to make, talking to her about still helped me immensely. 

Here is the real truth:

I want to quit school. I want to finish this semester and next, and not go back. And now here are all the reasons behind that:

  • Goals: My goals these days are so very different from when I started school. While I still have goals, it turns out they are much simpler now. I dont want a complicated life, which is all that my life has become now that I am in school/working 2 jobs.
  • I dont want/am not sure that I need a degree. All the classes I have taken thus far have opened my eyes to what the corporate fashion world is really like. I can honestly say that I am 100% positive I never want to work in the fashion/retail industry as a corporate drone. I want to work for myself. I want to do freelance illustration and custom order sewing. From what I have seen, Design is a lot like music business. It seems like it doesnt matter if you have a degree, its more about who you know. I see so many people in that industry who are successful with no degree whatsoever. 
  • I want to start now. Im done waiting tables. I dont think I can last another 2 years doing it. Im ready to spend my time and energy doing things I enjoy.
  • Money: honestly, I dont care about money. It might be very difficult at first to be successful working for myself and support myself. But I really dont have that many bills at the moment. And if Im not in school I can move back in with my Aunt, rent-free. Im not going to quit my job right away, although I might consider getting another one doing something different, but Im not going to be stupid about it. I know I need SOME sort of steady income. 
  • If I decide I want to finish school, I can always go back. And I know, I know, its much harder to go back once you take a break. But Im being honest when I say that I am already completely out of motivation. Its not possible for me to become less motivated than I currently am. And yeah I might not have the money to go back, but I never had any money to begin with and perhaps I never will. 
  • Time: I could already be doing freelance illustration and custom sewing, if only I had more time. Not being in school will give me the time I need for sure. It will also give me time to rest, breathe, do things for myself, enjoy my life, ect ect. All the things I am currently to busy to accomplish. 
Please reply to this if you have any advice for me. This is how Im feeling tonight, right now, but I may of course change my mind or talk myself back out of it. All of this is just to get off of my chest, and may serve as a help/reminder of all my reasons when I decide to talk to my mom about this. 

I just need time to think this through and rest. Rest that is not sleep. But actual rest. 
 
 
   
 

ECOAID LEADS IN GREEN EDUCATION WITH NEW CARBON PROFESSIONAL SCHOOL
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Climate change and Green industry practices are becoming critical factors in the US business economy, which requires the learning and understanding of new concepts. As Corporate America prepares itself for new, stricter carbon emissions regulations, and the American public begins to actively take a more vested interest in the effects of their lifestyle on their planet, the school’s creation became necessary.

EcoAid™ created the Carbon Professional School for individuals and organizations seriously interested in learning the ins and outs of Green practice and sustainability. A predominantly online training program, the school assists those starting a new career or expanding on a current one in becoming a certified Carbon Market Professional, ready for a variety of positions in the Green, sustainability market.

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Dr. Pollock is a licensed clinical and organizational psychologist and an experienced professor. She is also the trainer leading the Carbon Professional School, as well as EcoAid™’s Educational Director. She is responsible for the development, organization and management of training and development programs that incorporate the latest scientific research and business practices in this fast-growing field of Green Industry.

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Professional Development Day
While sitting around the table in the conference meeting during our 2.5 hour afternoon session with our behaviorist, principal, counselor, my staff, and the assistant Special Ed director for the district, we began to talk about people thinking about their schedules and when they might have a half hour or 45 minutes to relieve me so I could do some testing on kids or lead small groups about socializing (aka, what my job was supposed to be from the get-go).  Someone else said "or go to the bathroom".

Is it wrong that I was able to joke, "Nah, that's what 3 o'clock is for!" and Nathan (the ass't director of Special Ed) quipped, "3?  That seems a little early ....".  I actually kind of loved that moment...but it also kinda sucks realizing that my first minute to myself where I can do things like go to the bathroom USUALLY don't happen until 3pm...which is when the school day ends.

I think progress shall be made.  I have good feelings about this.
 
 
   
 

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