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Brangelina? Tomkat? .... Robstin???

 

Is the entertainment industry becoming less clever or just not trying hard enough anymore?

 

"Back in my day!!"... I only wish I could say that. This is my day, this corrupt, livid and dirty society. We have become obsessed with Hollywood and the personal lives of its occupants. When is it going to be enough to just go see a movie again?

 

The theater has been a part of the world culture as far back as we can trace. From Shakesperian plays to modern cinematic adventures society has had an outlet for its artistic visions a place to turn to when we need to dramatize the real and the imaginary.

The progression that has been seems to be starting to bore the main stream audience. "The Business" can create real life vampires, flawlessly morph humans into wolves, give us proof of aliens and demons and what do the ticket holders, we'll call them stubs,  really want? They want to hire photographers to bloody their hands just to shoot the next actress with out make up or the "secret lovers" secret get away to the north pole!

Stubs are giving greed its fifteen minutes and it is begining to look like greed is getting an extention to its Hollywood contract. The lives of every die hard fan of every gorgeous movie star seem to be getting duller and monotonus. So much that the only call to action they can take turns out to be to ruin the privacy and soundness of mind of those who they worship.

I would like to present a challege. To the stubs, to the soccer moms whose lives are deviod of romance, to the lost and bored just stop. Instead of tuning in to the next mtv program or news broadcast flip to the "shit that actually matters" channel. Make the switch today from the tabloids to the "read a fucking book" club. If Rob Pattinson and Kristen Stewart are madly in love off camera, will that really change your life so much that you had to ruin theirs to get the proof?

If  would like to leave you with a little motivation, if I may, a thought. Think hard. Who is the one person in your life past, present doesn't matter. Think of him, think of her. Do you love this person? Did you? Now think of this, did you want them to know? Maybe you did and you both had something beautiful together. Did you want everyone else to know?

 

 

 
 
   
 

I'm not okay and he's still not mine
"I wont miss your arms around me, holding me tight."

"I wish I could scream out loud, that I love you. I wish I could say to you, don't go..."

And I know that no one has understood this yet. Why it hurts so much, why I can't believe in love. Why I can't trust my feelings any more. Because they say I will love again. Well, I might feel love again. But nothing has felt that right. And it hurts that anyone assumes they know what it's like if they're telling me to get over it.

Everything just feels like a lie. Without him, it feels wrong. I feel like I'm betraying him. Even though he's not mine, he still feels like mine. And I've been in love many times.

And of course, whenever it's over before you want it to be, you feel sad, and it doesn't feel right. But this time...

You just can't believe how right it felt, and still feels. Such a strong comfort, that we made love the second night after meeting. And it wasn't passionate, it wasn't in any heat of a moment...

It was gentle, and comfortable, and slow, and romantic. It was the most right thing I ever felt, being so close to him. Love has felt good, but nothing has ever felt this right.

And part of me still believes that we met for a reason. That we made love, and it meant something. And that maybe right now isn't the time, but that we'll find each other again, and will be together. I know... it sounds so silly. And my skeptism and pessimism says that's ridiculous. But I can't shake that belief. It felt too right to be wrong.

No one ever made me so happy. Nothing's ever made me hurt so much...

Now I think about ways to kill myself, every day. There's a window that could be so easy. I have pills, but it might not be guaranteed. There's trucks, but I might not die, either. I figure the window is the easiest and most certain... I almost did one night. But I texted my friend and he made me stay with him.

I just don't believe in love. I used to think everything happened for a reason, but there's been no reason for this. He just decided he didn't love me anymore. I didn't cheat on him, I didn't treat him badly, he said it had nothing to do with me. What did I do wrong? What did I do to deserve this?  I know bad things happen, but what am I to learn from this? Besides not to believe. To never trust my feelings again.


If you have any comments about you having gone through this and you got over it, you can shove it. : D



 
 
 

   
A sermon from The UnChristian
Though I was Christian for most of my life ,I don't claim to be so now. After years of studying the bible and the Torah I threw them out except..the words in red.
Though I don't believe in the God of the Torah, bible or Koran I do believe that Jesus was a profound man who spoke words of truth. And that if the Christians would only really live by them the world would be completely changed.
From the time of his birth till his death Jesus spoke only  of  love, peace, kindness,charity and man serving man and not himself. He said if a man had, he was to give to others. He said life was not about an abundance of possessions but storing up treasures in heaven.
Remember the young man who came to Jesus and asked what he must do that he might inherit eternal life? Jesus first told him to keep the commandments. The young man replied he had done these things from his youth.Then Jesus told him to sell all he had and give it to the poor and to take up his cross and follow him. And the young man went away sad because his things meant more to him than following Jesus and instead of parting with them...he parted from Jesus. ( Mark 10:17 - 10:25)
  Matthew 7:14   Because strait is the gate, and narrow is the way, which leadeth unto life, and few there be that find it.
Christmas is coming soon. All my Christian friends have told me of their Christmas plans, parties and travels. They have told me of gifts they're giving and gifts they wish for but not one has said to me " I look forward to celebrating the birth of Jesus and I hope I will find a way of spending that day in a manner that is pleasing to him".
You see, for  most Jesus is still hanging on that cross.. or laying in his tomb dead and they act as if his word died with him. And they visit his grave now and then and lay down a few flowers and leave. And then feel as if they have done their duty.
For the few Jesus is risen and alive and well and living in them. And the "word" he spoke is alive and living in them also and they have cast off their "grave clothes' and they are following him where ever he is going.
The gate is narrow and they must enter single file, following directly behind him, not off to one side or the other but placing their feet directly in his footsteps...this my friend is a true follower of Jesus!
As for me,I can't say whether or not Jesus arose from the dead. Like Thomas I would have to touch him physically to know that. I cannot say I believe he was God or the son of God. But, I do believe Jesus spoke the truth when he said we must take care and love one another. We must share what we have and not neglect the poor. And I do believe that a life defined by the "possessions you gather" instead of the love you share is no life at all.
John 14:24   He that loveth me not keepeth not my sayings: and the word which ye hear is not mine, but the Father's which sent me.
 
 
   
 

No place like home
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About a year ago a puppy was dumped on the door step of my neighbor Becky. She was a cute little thing and Becky being the kindhearted person she is took her in , gave her the name "Minnie" and took care  of her.
Now Becky already had 3 dogs. Two lived inside and one old dog "Buddy" lived outside. Minnie stayed outside with Buddy and the two were best of friends. When she was old enough Becky had Minnie spade and she and Buddy were quite content.
But Buddy was very old and as the months went by his health began to deteriorate until one day he was gone and Minnie was alone.
Becky had tried to find a home for Minnie but was very particular about who adopted her and so though she had never intended to keep her a year had passed.
After Buddy's passing Minnie was no longer to stay outside alone and she began to climb the fence. Keeping her fenced became impossible so I brought her to my house to stay until we could find her a good home.
I have a big fenced in yard with and old outside dog and an inside dog.
My old dog Gabby took right up with Minnie and she has been very happy.
I love her very much and wish so much I could keep her but my husband has been laid off for 3 months and the future does not look promising. I can't afford to care for another dog, plain and simple.
I have a Christmas wish and that is to find Minnie a loving home.She is a miniature golden retriever...really. She weighs about 20lbs and looks like a retriever in the face , a retrievers coloring but the body of a Corgi...she is adorable!
Please help me send good thoughts and wishes for Minnie out into the cosmos that I will soon find a good , loving home for Minnie. Her beautiful face would melt your heart. She just wants to be loved.Thanks!
 
 
 

   
Beyond words

There are great voices in any musical genre. Singers like Sade, Alison Krauss, Sting, and Ben Harper make listening to music all the more special.

 

Then, every once in awhile, you find a singer who simply makes your jaw drop at their amazing tone and style.

 

I bring you Lisa Gerrard from Dead can Dance and also a solo artist. I have been a huuuge fan for over a decade, and still to this day songs like this one almost make me a bit teary eyed from the sheer passion in her voice.

 

She starts by singing in idioglossia. A rare form of language where a person actually 'makes up' their own words and language! So cool.

 

She also plays a Chinese Dulcimer called a yangqin. The second video showcases her talent on it. 





 

 

 
 
   
 

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