Well, I always said it was going to be hard, but I had no idea it was ever going to be this hard. Last night was extremely tough for me...especially once I started thinking. There are words I've noticed that just hit you harder than others, Good-bye being the biggest, Keep in touch certainly stings, be sure to visit, and here's the kicker, Don't forget me.
Yesterday was wonderful in totality; I had SUCH a great time. But then, when it came time to day good-bye to some of the greatest people I have ever known, I didn't know what to do with myself. I know we'll "keep in touch" and I'm sure we will actually visit, but it's never going to be the same, ever and that's something that's really hard for me to deal with, if I had the choice, I'd keep everything the same, because, I love everything and everyone that made the summer of 2006 the best one of my life.
This probably wasn't the best of ideas, to write this I mean, thoughts are a little easier to deal with when you don't organize them into words. I'm pretty sure there was more to say, but this seems to suffice for now. As the school year draws closer, I find myself more and more flowing through a large range of emotions...something I'm really not used to.
So let's take the tiny little bit of summer we have left and make it great!
Later Days!